Shadow......

Look At Love,
It's Nothing But A Shadow
Where You Saw A Heart -
That Was Hollow
Look At You,
You've Been Chasing Shadows.

So I'm Totally Bored With My Life, I Get Bored To Easily And I Have Lots On My Mind. I Keep Having Moments At Work Where Something Irks Me And I Want To Or Am On The Brink Of Crying. At Disney The Good Balanced Out The Negative If Not Outweighed It, And At Starbucks I Feel Like I Get The Shitty End Of The Stick Too Often. I Wish I Could Just Be Sure About My Future And Know What Decisions I Should Make And Where I Should Let My Life Lead. I Love Baseball, I'd Love To Be A Producer. But Then I Have The Flight Attendant Thing To Get To Travel. I Need To Learn More About Myself Really. I Know I Want To Fall In Love And Get Married That's One Of The Things I Really Want To Do. I Wanna Fall In Love, The Kind Of Love That Inspires Romance Novels. I Want Others To Be Jealous, I Want My Heart To Race Forever. First Kiss To Fell Like Every Kiss. I Guess That's Asking Too Much. But With That Intensity I Won't Get Bored Like I Have In Past Relationships.
I'm An Analyzer. I Analyze and Over Analyze Everything. I Like To Sit And Figure Things Out. I Like Making Things And Taking Things Apart. I Guess I'm A Ball Of Contradictions. I'm Not Easy To Figure Out But If You're Willing To Put In The Time And Effort......
Maybe I Scare People Off. Maybe I Just Piss Them Off I Sure As Hell Know People Piss Me Off All The Time. I Love Music And Movies And If I Could Figure Out Something That Involves That, I'd Love That. But I Have No Musical Talent. I Like To Think I'm Really Good At Music Selection, I Could Do Something With That.

We Are Born With The Melody We Were Children In The 90's Gonna Hear It Again Tonight!
I'm Really Loving Steel Train Lately!!! They Are Speaking To My Soul!!!
That's What I Love About Music It Hits You Deep And Holds You Tight. It Makes Everything All Right. It's Like Someones Sharing Them Self/ves With You.

Hmm All For Now............ Maybe More Later