Sooo.... A Couple Things Have Changed And I'm Thinking Agian, Dangerous I Know........

Sometimes my life really does seem like a soap opera so I was dating this guy. It was only officially for like a week and then he decided that "we should just be friends" it came out of nowhere I mean like we barely were together then like we weren't it kinda make me feel like what was even the point? But life throws stuff at you sometimes that you just don't expect I've still got my friends. Evon was right I guess. I mean I was more shocked than anything and I realized all the friends I have the girls at work the ladies I used to work with at Starbucks and my best friend Ethan, too bad he lives so far away. I know if I still lived there or he lived here things would be different but it's tough 'cause he's not here but he is only a phone call away or a text away and I hope he know that about me too if he's happy about something he can just give me a call or send me a text. Last semester we were kind of dating but I mean we never got to be face to face :( except skype. Still through all that we're still really good friends. I still have the valentines card that he sent me last year I have most of it memorized too. It's a pretty special card : ) and it has Disney princesses on it :D. Life would be so different if I had just stayed at Disney or in Nash. Maybe I should just stop going over it in my head and let things flow. Hmmm gonnna go ponder agian.....