Oh boys we hate them but we love them......
So the guy who broke up with me wants me back........... I don't know what to do...... He's a really nice guy but I mean what if he changes his mind or gets scared again then what? Huh I'm SOL and back to square one! He's one of those guys who's like friends with lots of girls but is kinda country. And me, I'm an indie rock girl who loves colors and music and sleeping. I don't know I mean maybe I just want to be single....... As much of a nice guy as he is I don't know if he's right for me and as much as he's willing to make an effort I don't think I am. As my friend Dani would say he's not "Jewish" enough lol and that's just not kosher. lol Silly I know but I like it. I don't know what it is but guys who look Jewish just ahh I dunno I find them oh so attractive. I like never ever go for blonds unless they're soooo sooo hot!! I mean I'm only 20 he's 24 and he was engaged before. I don't know if he'll ever get over her and I don't know if I wanna take that chance. It makes me think of this song Talk You Down And Before The Worst by The Script. I love them btw.... I don't know I keep going over and over it. I mean maybe I should give him a chance but I maybe not........ My Mum says I should but I mean I don't know It's so complicated I mean one of my really good friends has a friend who I think is really cute and I could see where that goes and like I dated this guy around this time last year long distance, and he's one of my best friends and I don't know if I've always loved him why date someone else Oh I don't know I don't know..........
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