This Is Going To Sound Conceited...

I'm not going to lie I think that I deserve to be called beautiful. I think that I am pretty but in no way am I like a supermodel. I think that I have some nice features and I'm not obese nor am I a stick-pin. I also think I have a nice personality and that I'm a good person who cares for others and possibly more-so than most people. I am friendly and nice and I am willing to do things for others to help them and I work hard.

All of this came about 'cause I started talking to this guy and we met for coffee and I think it went well. We then hug out at his house and watched a movie which led to quite the make-out fest since he kept tickling me and that caused him to stop. Well I keep like texting him and he will text me but I'm always the on initiating the conversation and I feel like I have to kinda force him to talk to me. I thought he liked me I mean he totally gave that vibe out. Or am I just crazy? I usually hear from him at least once a day. I heard nothing at all from him all day Saturday and I texted him. Sunday I texted him and he texted me back maybe twice and I make an effort to leave my texts open ended so the sort of require a response.

So later Sunday I watched He's Just Not That Into You with my Mum and I think that I'm going to make an effort to let the guys come to me I mean isn't it true that if a guy wants to date you he'll do all he can to make it happen and if he doesn't then I guess he's not worth your time.

With that said that's the mind set I'm going to take. Yes I have to hint like "Oh Hey" as in go ahead and try your luck or like giving the eyes as if to say "Come on over here and ask me out" I mean I have to give the "Go-Ahead" signal, but if the guy's not going to reciprocate then I'm not going to waste my time. Okay just had to get that out.

I've Had This Song Stuck In My Head All Week.......... And I Love It

Adele Has A Truly Amazing Voice And Listening To Her Makes Me So Much Happier And Just At Ease...

Best Quote Ever.....

Mr. Bolivar: We’ve been together for 56 years. 56. I married her the same day that Marilyn Monroe married Arthur Miller. That was a joke to our friends, because Rose was beautiful, and I was, uh… me. Even had the, uh, Arthur Miller spectacles.
Nick: Which I always thought was a better word than glasses. Like everything you look at through them is a… spectacle.
Mr. Bolivar: And she was… my Rose. When I first met her, I wasn’t sure she liked me. My father said, «You know that Rose down at the bakery? She sure is sweet on you». I said, «How do you know?». He said, «Well, every time you walk out of the room, her eyes turn gray. And when you return, they turn blue again». I said, «That’s impossible», He said, «How do you know, smart guy? You ever seen the color of her eyes when you’re not in the room?».
[…]
Mr. Bolivar: You find that one, Nick… The right one. It’s a gift from God that not everyone is lucky enough to receive. And you’ve got to accept that gift, but you’ve got to accept it now. That’s why it’s called “the present”. Hannah.
Nick: No. Not anymore. Hannah… she doesn’t have feelings for me like that.
Mr. Bolivar: You’re wrong.
Nick: I don’t think so.
Mr. Bolivar: What would you know, smart guy? Have you ever seen the color of her eyes when you’re not in the room?

Officilally Working....

I really really like my new job it's going really, really well. :D I really like all the people I work with and everyone is really nice. Plus most of the customers so far have been really nice.  Yay yay for new jobzz!! <3

Done Training....

Yay I'm finally done training!! but I still have to take my certification on Monday though so fingers crossed. As long as I pass it all shall go as planned. All I did today was eLearning for my new job and it totally sucked seriously staring and reading a computer screen all day sucks gave me a headache :(  I guess I'll get used to it though. I really like everyone I work with and I know it's gonna go well :D Yay!

New Jobzz.....

Yay New Jobbzz :D So I've been training for my new job since Thursday last week and it's going well :) I like it so far and I think that it's all gonna go pretty well once I get to my branch. Yaysz I went to leave this morning and it had been snowing I was like no big, I'll head out but on my way out once I got out onto the highway and it wasn't clear I was like Oh Hells No!! so I came back home. I was thinking the only was I was gonna make it all the way to York was in a body bag and me nor my parents would be down with that.  So today I called it and didn't decide to make it out so today I'm hanging at home and getting stuff done, mostly cleaning. I get to be at my branch on Friday hopefully but maybe not since, the snow day today. We shall see. Well once I start actually being on the job I'll let you all know how that's going. :D

Found This....

Girls are like
apples on trees. The best
ones are at the top of the tree.
The boys don't want to reach for
the good ones because they are afraid
of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they
just get the rotten apples from the ground
that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples
at the top think something is wrong with
them, when in reality, they're amazing.
They just have to wait for the right
boy to come along, the one
who's brave enough 
to climb
all the way
to the top
of the tree.

Found this, I Love It!!

http://phocks.org/stumble/girlsarelike.php 

I'm Not Even At Work Yet.........

And I'm already pissed off about it!! Vicky was sick and couldn't make it in last night so there were only 2 of us to close last night 'cause nobody could make it in. I know close wasn't great but like I said there were only two of us and it took us 2 hours to close. I did all the dishes and Amber filled and put away the case, swept, mopped and collected trash. I got a text today before I even made it work, (which I'm not at yet I don't start till 3) Vicky is still sick which I know she didn't do on purpose and I'm okay with that. I immediately called the store to let them know and see who I could find to cover her shifts tonight and tomorrow night. When I called the store I asked how close was, like I said I know it wasn't great but I did leave a heads up note saying that there was only 2 of us and that we were out of a few things.  What was I supposed to do we got busy and there were only 2 of us even with 3 of us it would've sucked royally. Ugh!! FML!! Gosh I can't wait to start my new job and not have to put up with this shit!! It's not like a half assed last night either. We closed at 8 and we didn't get out of there till 10. 2 hours of work just to close is not half assing it!!

I give up damn the close 'could've been way worse. I think we left the soups out and I'm not sure if we missed anything else. If we did I bet it was nit picky stuff that's not a huge issue. I think I forgot water in the kettles too which isn't a big issue, but kinda sucks.

"Fuck Guys Tonight....."

Yea screw guys they seem to be more of an issue, I'm going to let them come to me. No game though Bleh :P I don't want a guy who falls too fast 'cause that means he doesn't actually know me or he thinks he knows me or imagines me to be what he wants.

I don't use guys they just act like someone else and besides you can't get played if you don't want to be.

I will just be myself, I'm quirky and I'm silly I have a slight Starbucks addiction and I'm slow to commitment but I will make and effort and put in the time if I think it's worth it.

New Year New Outlook....... Lots of New Beginnings........... Let's Go

New Year....

So I gots me a new job for the new year!! Yayayay I am all kinds of excited!! Ecstatic really! I can't wait to start my new career!! Yay!!! Moving On Up!!  My new years kinda sucked...... but I refuse to dwell on it.
Resolutions:
-Not Dwell On Things
-Get Healthier
-Work Hard At This New Job!
-Get Less Technology Obsessed!!
-Try To Stop Thinking About My Love Life Or Lack There Of So Much
-Work Out More
-Be A Less Aggressive Driver, (Speeding Less) 
Umm that's it really :) Life's picking up and heading in a good direction right about now...


Like I said BRING IT ON 2011