Research...........

So today I'm planning on looking up flight prices and what I need as in qualifications for school (Flight Attendant School) I'll have to make sure that I measure up and that all seems to work out. I'm sure I'll be able to afford a flight since I'm only buying one way. Well I'll keep you updated....

U.K. Maybe?............

So this whole Flight Attendant thing seems like it's kinda falling into place. I have the idea that my current placement at Starbucks may give me the ability to transfer to another Starbucks in the U.K. specifically the Buttermarket one. I also plan on getting used to the time zone to then, move in with my aunt and uncle (maybe) so that my uncle who works for British Airways can carpool with me for me to become a flight attendant with British Airways. It seems like it may all just line up very well. I'm going to research some more but this may just be the solution.......... :D Fingers Crossed.

Solution Maybe?.....

I may have found a solution for the rest of my life. Maybe a flight attendant because I love to travel, I love meeting new people and I could live in a major city which I also love!! It may just be the perfect solution. I'm going to look into it more.... but I do think this sounds promising.

If I Had The Money....

I'd travel to all the places I want to go to. I want to go to NYC again, I need to go back to Nashville to get my stuff. I've always wanted to visit Chicago. If I could I'd just travel all over the U.S.A. and then I'd go to Europe. I'm kind of contemplating moving back to the U.K. I don't know maybe if I can go to school there it can help me to get over there. I'll have to figure it all out and really look over the possibilities. I feel like I'm at a crossroads or the edge of a cliff. It's not that I have a lot on my mind it's that I have so many choices. I wish I had found one thing I'm really good at and I could've just latched onto that. Used it to form my life around. I'm okay at lots of things but there's nothing I'm outstanding at. Therefore nothing I currently see myself doing in the future. I know I want to get married fall in love that whole bit. That's if it's in the cards. I guess I just have to wait and see but I HATE the idea of waiting around and for my life to happen.

If I had the guts I would do what I want to get the guy that I miss spending time with and getting to see. I'd be who I want to be. I'd have found some way to be back at school and I'd know who I want to be and where I'm going with my life or I'd be okay just spending time with the guy, he'd be my guy, us swooning over one another. I'd have him and he'd be all I need.

Oh If only life were that easy........

I Officially Have No Life :/

So I have the day off and I'm spending my only day off work...not even leaving the house. :/ I'm going to stay home bake, clean and do laundry. I wish i had some sort of social life but then maybe it's good because then I'd be too superficial. I'm already obsessed with Starbucks, well not obsessed but I do love it and that's why I mostly love my job.

While typing this I'm trying to think of a hobby or something to occupy my time. I'm thinking baking since I love to bake but that wouldn't be that good for my health since I happen to have a huge sweet tooth and not too much will power. And while typing that I'm thinking maybe I should research some form of healthy way to substitute in baking that makes things much healthier. One day maybe I can open a healthy well rounded coffee shop with a bakery of healthy but DELICIOUS treats. Hmmmmmm I wonder.

Two years ago I was all about a video editing career and I guess I truly see now that's not where I'm meant to be. I'm still not a hundred percent on any part of my life I truly have to figure things out. Then in all truth I just want to be happy and be around people who make me happy. I don't know in the slightest what I want to do with my life as a career. Maybe I'll go back to school maybe I'll just work my way up. Maybe I'll move back to the U.K. and find myself there. I don't really know I just know that I love meeting new people, creating new things and I love the idea of true love and I really hope that one day I'll find it but that is going to be a whole other story.......

World Cup

U.S.A. V. Slovenia 2:2
So the ref for this match was an ass calling for stupid things like "hand balls" and such. And It seemed like he was handing out yellow cards like they were candy. And I didn't even know that Slovenia was a country until today either. And it's actually not a tiny country.

England V. Algeria 1:1
Well England didn't loose so that's good. I didn't get to watch the game so I have nothing else to say.

That's All For Now :::::::::DDDDD

Starbucks :D

I have landed a job at Starbucks!! Yay!!! So I've been working Like non-stop this past two weeks. I have this job plus the Reading Phillies job. Since I'm officially not going back to school I'll be working full time. I guess that's a good thing. It's nice too that I've found some new friends who think it's smart that I'm not wasting time trying to figure my life out in school when I'm not 100% on what to be studying. Not much else is really going on.......... I'll check back in later.

So.........

I've decided that I'm not going to go back to school... I'm going to work full time and save up money. I may end up going to school later or night school. I'm thinking Culinary baking and pastry arts/management. Really I have to save up money before I do anything else. I don't regret going to school I just wish it wouldn't have cost as much. I just landed a job at Starbucks and I'm also working for the Reading Phillies. My Mum was right I don't know for sure what I want to do so it's not worth going to school and wasting money if I'm not going to use my degree. So like I said only time will tell. It'll all work out in the end. I'm young I have plenty of time to figure things out.