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So I just got home on Friday (today's Sunday) and my Mum proceeds to tell me that I can't attend Full Sail, the only way I can go back to Florida is if it's somehow Disney related. According to my Mum Full Sail isn't a good school and she doesn't want me going there. She also says we can't afford it. It's supposed to cost like 70,000 but with aid I only owe right under 30,000 right now. The only thing is that it might be hard for me to get a loan since I'm technically a dependent for taxes and such. But I really really want to go back to Florida and be with my friends, go to Full Sail and work hard, find a good Job and have things work out.

I feel so behind in life, I'm on my third school, my Brother and Sister are graduating this summer and are both considering marriage with their current beau right now, I'm not dating anyone have some school done and seems like I still have a lot to figure out. I know I don't want a cubical or office job. I want to be out and do stuff. I love movies and want to for sure to do something with movies. Directing-No I'm not hardcore enough for that. And Producing I'm not good enough at getting leverage on people or convincing them to take the hit now for more later. It's the behind, putting together editing and cinematography, to look at things differently and show another way of thinking or moving.



I really need to figure this out........