I Know I Don't Post Enough.....

Still looking for jobs life's the same old same old right now. Quit S-Bux Only working at Saladworks right now. But If I get a teller job Buh-Bye!! Tonight is my BFF Evon's big Black N White Formal B-Day party Soo!!! excited!! fingers crossed all goes well :D I'll let you know how goes. I'm dating this new guy super nice, super smart, :D Lots of Sparks :DD but we'll see how it goes. not much else to say really just thought I should update.......<3  :D

Sorry, Sorry, Sorry, I Know :(.....

I know I haven't posted in like 2 months!!!!!!!!!! ♫♪♫  I feel bad but I've been busy working two jobs and such. Ummm So BIG NEWS......... I broke up with Nate turns out him being so attentive and sweet turned into him smothering me and wanting me to spend what little free time I did have with him. I know I hurt him but Fuck like I'm 20 years old I don't wanna spend all my free time with some boy who still relies on his Mum for like everything. He can't do anything for himself the only reason he has a job now is because I told him he should get one and making him feel guilty 'cause I had two jobs and he didn't have any when he had plenty of time for one. Shit he only works like 2 days a week now anyways. All he did was whine and complain about it now. I dunno if I could date anyone that I already know it would either these two guy friends of mine who happen to have the same name. They're my friends and I feel like if I wanna date someone I wanna be their friend first before rushing into things and becoming a couple. Getting to know one another first is key. My friend Anthony from Florida is awesome if he wasn't so far away (I'm in PA) he would so be mine...... Or Ethan (he's in TN) I really did love him but I may never see him again. Gosh sometimes I make my life sound like a soap opera.

So I'm still trying to figure out my life too. I know right Fuck I need to make up my mind. If I had tons of money I probably would move to NY Or London and just live maybe go to school. :/ I dunno. Right  now it's looking like I'm quitting Starbucks and Saladworks to pursue a bank teller career and go back to school at night to get a business degree or an accounting degree maybe. Something basic and flexible.

I know that I want to get married and live the wife life but I wanna live the semi-luxurious wife life. I know it's simple but I love the idea of being in love and having kids the whole bit. I just need to find a doctor or lawyer or something you know.... But it has to be love..... ALWAYS LOVE OVER MONEY. ALWAYS.

Hmmm I think that's all I have to add for now...........